Sunday, February 06, 2011

The fleeting happiness of a scientist/ the exile in his mind

Searching for happiness
How hard she is to find!
When you look for her
In sorrows of the mind

She is the pure waters
Of a running stream
She is the fleeting word
A creature of your dream!

The wings of soaring birds
Will not heed your cries
She comes-but will not stay
Constancy she belies!

A perennial beauty
-but admire from afar!
How fatal the embrace
When of a fiery star!

When she falls to your hands
Don’t hold her for too long
For others she’s their life
For you- the words of song!

So Go! And search for her
In sorrows of the heart
That is your sole true path
To Beauty! To Science! To Art!

By Comte Almaviva (no TM!)

Daughters of fate consoling a grieving lover

Eldest daughter:

Whence the power to cry
What was not meant to be
What future never held
Your soul not meant to see?”

Middle daughter:

“You thought love a belief,
Beyond the laws of Time
Now ‘midst the reality,
Of an unbounded grief
You think it but a thief?
Metaphor knows no crime”

Youngest daughter:

“Let Fate become superfluous
An hourglass where there’s no time
And when Truth becomes absurd
You shall find it in a rhyme:”

All three:

“Love is not a constant
But is the child of chance
Ever close- yet ever distant
In a perennial dance!”


By Comte Almaviva 

Of dark thoughts

Leave some thoughts to rest
Don't always tempt the fate
your heart when left alone
shall not lament its state
is it that every dawn
need bring it a new quest?
When it turns each stone
how easy to find love -
yet easier to find hate!


By Comte Almaviva 

Tomorrow morning came : To the children of refugee camps

Tomorrow morning came
When you dared to dream
When you closed your eye
"A nightmare and a lie!"
Your rebellious cry:
Could not reach your ear
Did not stop your tear
"I can't tell the future!"
Was your angry sigh

And yet, from the day of birth
you could hear future’s song:
You did not need foresight
Nor heed an ethereal light
For songs of liberty come easy
For those whose freedom
Does not inhabit the earth
but lies at the distant shore
Of an unbounded metaphor

“Once I was a child
within the camp I lived
within the camp I dreamt
and no dream was too wild
for once surrounded by a wall
Two walls, three walls, four walls,
what difference?
-Four walls make no cage
For those whose existence
Is measured in dreams
And in generations-
Make them ten miles high
There is no ceiling for my sky,
Let the sky be my stage!”

“But what of freedom?”

“My freedom is a pen
with it I draw
a better tomorrow
my world is an empty page
no shackles and no cage
for freedom is but the child
of my heart and of my mind!”

Tomorrow morning came
Years upon years ago
The day you were born
Not from the human race
But from its worst disgrace
From its cruelest belief
From the wounds of crime
From the womb of grief
From the theft of time…

Stolen time passes quicker;
it has to catch up
with the next generation…
and now comes your youth
the heart is full of rage
what is left but anger?
The world is anger’s stage:

“Could you still answer
Fate in its song?”

“Fate is superfluous
an hourglass where there’s no time
Not fate nor man
Can define my sky
There is no impossible
For those whose existence
is death and re-incarnation
And death and re-incarnation
Let the walls be a thousand miles high
These eyes were not meant
To look at what others say is Sky
this heart was not meant
to believe in Annunciation!

“But what of freedom?”

My freedom is a gun
With it I still draw
A better tomorrow
Devoid of all the lies
Devoid of all the sighs
Devoid of all the cries
I am the spirit of fire
the child of the sun
What I clutch in my hand
Is freedom for my people
Freedom for my heart
Freedom for my land!

….
“Fate is nothing but patient,
always sure of its victory,
where thoughts can’t be altered
their beating heart may change:

Gone is the youth
Distant is the rage
And now you may embrace
The bars of your cage!

“My freedom is to live
To pursue this heart’s desire
Though I shall not forget
That distant spirit of fire
it still inhabits my thoughts
But I shall submit to fate
And believe that my dreams
Are beyond my reality
And believe that my dreams
Shall not fit in my tomorrow!

Tomorrow morning came
When you looked in the mirror
And saw nothing but old age
You thought you were a cause
That once got lost in a dream
And once in reality
Were you anything but a fleeting moment
That fate once dreamt?
Or will you make a pact
As Faust once did
And see the devil
amidst the annunciation -
That you may join
the eternal struggle
Of another generation?

“ My freedom is –
and shall always be,
one generation away
my tomorrow is
that of those children
who were not destined to play
yet what I see in their eyes
beyond the anger and the sighs
is the only meaning
of the Annunciation.
Let freedom and justice,
mercy and humanity –
inhabit the shores
of distant metaphors
This heart knows
That one generation away
Metaphor can become a dream
And a dream can become reality
And so shall fate be answered
And one generation away,
so shall it stop its dance!

By Comte Almaviva 

Despair and Hope : a song from the land of injustice

When right is not a right
without the swords of might
where to will go our way
when shall we see the day

When truth just can't be heard
where freedom's just a word
we can sigh-we can cry
and watch our lives pass by

The darkness of our night
holds truer than the light
our life can't hold a sway
our life offers no way

Let's shun both light and night
hold on to what is right
our shame and our dismay
"this day be gone away!"

When once were flock and herd
now'll go where few have dared
our thoughts-long oh so dry
with eagles' wings shall fly

This twilight rise and fight
the coming of the night
this day we'll fight and pray
and life will hold a sway

By Comte Almaviva